just wondering...
i haven't been writing... there's nothing to write really. my life isn't really that exciting... or better yet, i don't do much to make it more exciting. i go to work, i come home tired and wanting only to sleep. when i go out with friends, i dpnt have the drive to meet new people. it's as if i feel i'm to old for "meeting" new people. yeah, yeah, i know that's bull... it's never too late or you're never too young or too old to meet new friends... but i think i've become so accustomed to what i have right now.. so comfortable that i see a picture of "contentment". what is contentment anyway? liking what you have? but what if you decided that you like what you have and you dont look for something better.. is that contentment too? just wondering.
posted by sheena at
2:22 AM
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it could be that you're being passive right now. or perhaps you're at the point where nothing seems to interest you or something. you know, i noticed that has always been the sentiment of most people who work in call centers. i don't know if there's logic but i think that's what call center can do to you. stagnate your mind. ooops! im getting overboard. but well, sheen, i think it's not really a problem.. that's what we call phases in life.. =) and yes, we ae getting old. harhar!
o well....maybe you're right. maybe this is just a phase and it will pass. or maybe this is because, as you've said, im in a call center. im not discounting that fact. :) and, as i usually tell myself when i feel this way... i cant afford to be choosy right now. i still have a lot to do and "achieve" before i can really do what i want.
ey, sister....I know you'll get over this dilemma....we all have them...every person who uses his or her brain ends up getting derpressed when the thinking starts... but i think its a good sign...that we are thinking... and which actually answers your question about contentment... when we still have unanswered questions we can't say we are content...I don't think you're contented right now...You have a long way to go before you'd feel that!!!Ikaw pa? I know you're also a dreamer.. and a much bigger dreamer than I am...So Courage sister!!!!We find meaning in what we do...Even in the simpliest tasks, we can create that meaning and then suddenly...its not too bad afterall....when there is meaning (gulo no? Uli na ko uy...wala'y gabantay sa tindahan man gud....vavush...)
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