thoughts...

im not a writer. i don't write often and when i do, it comes out real horrible (or worse). that doesn't mean i don't like writing, i do.i know for a fact that writing is an outlet... though it doesn't really works that way with me... i can't write things the way i want them to be written. sigh. frustrating... but true.
anyway... im not gonna dwell on that. despite everything(, i am basically a happy person (don't forget... i'm also an escapist). it's easy for me to be happy and just forget present problems... yeah yeah... some people might find that very disturbing, but well.. it works for me. i dont know how i'd be able to survive without this "talent" of mine.

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i got this from a bulletin in friendster

"MARCH: Attractive personality.sexy.
Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others. Revengeful.
Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling.
Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing
partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.
Loves special things. Moody. "

i dont know if i'll believe it or not... just goes to show how much i "know" myself (this goes both ways... either i do, or i dont... and i'm not even decided on that yet) yeah i know! just so you know, i'm slowly knowing myself.. at my own pace, at my own time, okey?
for the record, i am affectionale... just to those that i really care about.
i don't know if i'm really shy and reserved... maybe to those who don't know me and those who i dont really care to know.
secretive? sometimes. but when things get really bottled up inside, i need one of my best friends... i just have to spill...
loves to serve others? again, if i want to and if it serves a "higher" purpose (if you know what i mean...) and i'm not working in a call center for nothing... if there's one thing that i've learned. it's to "go the extra mile" for somebody... or rather... my customers
easily angered? moi? nah. im mild tempered. very.
trustworthy.... i think so...
hay naku. pago na ako... will finish this next time. heheheh

at long last!

may blog na ako! salamat sa butihing kaibigan ko... heheheh si chang. :)